Thursday, February 25, 2010


    OMG!! I have no voice!!damn~ in fact it was already 2 days but at least yesterday I still managed to talk but today..huh..I doubt the students will understand what I am trying to say.
    Btw,I'm working now. Still as a teacher but at diff school. So,trying to adapt to a new environment and hopefully I will get to be a permanent teacher.
    So,as for now,less internet for me and more work??hehe.I wish.but i do feel a bit tired after work since I'm working in the afternoon session.
     Erm,what else??I was happy for a few days bcoz of some calls that I'd received but now no no diff..but I wish I will get a real n serious least..

    So,my throat is aching n voice is like a rock star~haha. n hoping n waiting as usual..So,need to sleep n rest...Until then,bye~

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year ~

This year CNY is clashed with the V day..I like CNY..maybe becoz i am half chinese so I am excited ~hehe.I like the gold cake.Mom will buy a lot during CNY and keep it so we can eat it if we feel like eating it.One of my fave kuih~hehe.thinking of it makes me feel hungry..nyum nyum~

As for V day.I never celebrate it even with my ex..I know ppl say that it's not good to celebrate it but i'm not into celebrating it.It's just that I think it's sweet to go for a date n just enjoy the moment..

Last year, at this time I was working n my ex who was in KL at that time came to Penang for work..I didnt know he was coming..n I was at school at that time..When I reached home,I saw a paperbag. So I asked mom, "What is that?". She said, "U la"

I was like..What??? Eventually,my ex dropped by n gave me a diamond earrings and a pendant..I wished he had waited for me..but that was the most romantic thing that he had done for me..Damn it..I feel like missing him..but past is past..rite??

I dont know what the future holds for me..I just hope I will be happy..I never regret abt things that I had done..those experiences are priceless..

So,happy CNY n V-day~

A new year, A new hope

Well,it's already 2months since i last updated my blog. It's not that I'm not free.It's just that I'm lazy.I xhave any mood to do anything..

Before this I did talk about trying to be optimistic..but as I have guessed,I end up being a pessimist..It's not that I didnt try..but the more I hope,the more I try to be optimistic abt things,they turned out to be negative..

Yesterday,I found out some truth..n it hurts..I know I wont get any answers nor I will get any explanations..I dont know whether I am naive or plain idiot..people always say try to be optimistic but in the end..sigh~